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A Conversation
with Randy Loubier Yes, I was with my wife at a black tie fundraising event in Boston in
October 2000 for a charity called Angel Flight. They fly patients all around the country to hospitals using
private pilots who volunteer their time, planes and fuel. Larry, the president of Angel Flight was giving
an inspiring speech. I was suddenly struck with the image of a painting beside Larry up on stage.
It was just a vision, but later when I described it to my wife Judy and expressed a desire to find an artist to paint
it, Judy suggested I try painting it myself. Of course
I was quite the opposite of an artist; I had no talent, no training, and no time. Eventually however, I
found myself at the art supply store, and now four and a half years later I am selling my work in five galleries across the
country. Yes, I am now full time as an artist. I continue to be available to consult
as a business executive but I have decided to pursue my passionas an artist full time.
Outside of some mentoring by my wife’s uncle, who was a retired art teacher,
I have purposely stayed away from formal art training. I started painting because I felt a strong need
to create that first painting for the president of Angel Flight. After that, every morning new images would
come to me and I would paint them, alone in my studio. No thinking. No schools. Nobody
telling me what was right what was wrong. I just wanted to paint whatever I felt like painting, however
I felt like painting it.
I actually really disliked both. For me, drawing seemed like a waste of time.
I was a typical math geek—thick glasses, read voraciously, and found pleasure in doing logic and math puzzles.
And I was interested in money at a young age—I started selling greeting cards door to door when I was 10, had
a paper route when I was 11, added lawn mowing and selling garden seeds, yo-yo’s and ice scrapers door to door in my
teens.
All my life, my
left brain—the analytical side—was so dominant, so much a part of how I identified myself. I
am predictable, I get to my appointments on time, I am dependable, responsible, exact, precise, resolute, steady---all the
things you would expect in an accountant. So,
when I started to paint, I had to set aside all those attributes to see what was on the other side of the brain.
In other words, how do you “feel” a painting to completion? If I love a tree and want
to paint it red to show my passion for that tree, how does the accountant reconcile that the tree really is not red in real
life. That was not easy. There were times I was shaking from exhaustion—the battle
inside between both sides of the brain trying to win the argument. “You're feeling red, you know
it.” “Don’t be an idiot—the tree is brown.” I use a palette knife; I load it with paint and move it on the canvas.
These movements, often quick, with a lot of passion, are used to create fairly simple, quiet compositions. And since
I like harmonizing colors, I tend to use color in a very pleasing way. Eventually, I came to realize that,
in artistic terms, I had developed a unique style that not many artists have pursued. Most artists try
to create tension in a painting with color, tonal contrasts or subject matter. I have taken the exact
opposite tact, creating tension in the movement of the paint itself, while my colors and subject matter are quiet and pleasant.
- Why
write a book about this?
The
idea came to me after my second art opening. Collectors were gushing—not just over my art, but how
my art made them feel, and how my story made them feel. My art evokes passionate feelings.
And it seemed that my story was really inspiring to others. So I wanted to chronicle my experience
so others could be inspired to find what’s inside of them. We all wonder what our special gifts are; I would urge
all of us to take a chance in finding them.
First— Make a commitment
to letting your artist out any way it feels right. No rules about good art or bad art. Second—
Avoid the details, particularly at first. Your creativity comes from the opposite side of you than your
need for detail. Third— Give yourself the gift of privacy. Don’t feel obligated
to show your art to anyone… you will know when you are ready to hear another opinion expressed. And
finally, don’t linger between creations. Move on to the next creation quickly, particularly if you
are not pleased with the last one. Keep creating. Contact: Randy Loubier 603 320-4348 randy@pinktomatoes.com www.pinktomatoes.com
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